College

College DUN DUN DUN.

College, one of the most important things in life, well for me anyway. I'm having a lot of trouble choosing a college. At first, I thought I wanted to design and develop video games. Which I still want to do very much so, but I was told that the field is kinda flooded, too many people want to do that. so I was like OKAY I'll just completely NOT do that and just do something else, like computer science or computer programming stuff like that. We'll it seemed like a good idea, until I found myself doing so much art over the summer that I'm finding myself wanting to go to art college as well. My options here are so fucking hard to choose from. Do I want to go to art college, and learn more about art because I've been into art for the majority of my life, or do I want to choose computer science, I do have a passion for programing. I love to script and script and script. I like going into the inner workings of a website to find out how it works. PHP is my enemy and I don't know how to start learning it.

Art?... computer science?... both? how? when? why? what college? will this benefit my future? will I even be able to support myself DURING college? at one point I wished that all this crap was chosen for me. just pick one for me and ill do it. just have a job ready for me so I can support myself. I'm more straight forward than just "hey do it yourself and I'm not gunna give you ANY help at all"